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Death By Understanding

by Serenade of Sorrows

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Bob Williams My boys straight out of the 561! Favorite track: Enlightenment Of The Masses.
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In Sorrow 07:03
Please tell my family that I'm not coming home and tell the misses I will always miss her so. Soon my bones will snap and I can’t grasp what you’re witnessing. Though my bones will snap and I can’t grasp what you’re witnessing. And there is no time for mourning. Please tell my family that I'm not coming home and tell the misses I will always miss her so. A man that's been dead for years. Please tell my family that I'm not coming home and tell the misses I will always miss her so. My body is so old. Frail with cancerous limbs that have become petrified. I won't succumb to the never ending lies that have overthrown our kind. Breach the surface. Get underneath the skin. Forget the embrace of a warm hand. I've fought and fought again no matter how weak I became. Understand if I just let go then there will be nothing. My life is in my hands. If everything went fine I wouldn't worry about the small things in life. It came with little surprise tonight will end mine. My body is failing. Decisions, decisions. The treatment's not working. Decisions, decisions. Oh, my life is in my own hands. I need help. Convinced there is no other way out I'm all so desperate. Evade the counter measures laid. I was told so long ago when we die our souls drift into the heavens, and with this in mind I'll leave my selfish pride behind. Oh how I yearn. The blade that I've held will be the end of days. I have no hope no dreams to call my own. My body is failing. Decisions, decisions. This blade is my message. Decisions, decisions. You die tonight my knife. You die tonight.
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It wasn't a mistake the blade to my throat.Your perception is a misunderstanding. Oh my god my bones are searing. I'd fascinate about the end of the road. Better to die now then live in agony. The complication is the judge and the jury. Oh my God the end is finally coming to me. Of all that I knew you're the one who could stop it without shame. I'm signing my name to a contract of freedom. Holding onto my wife's hand reminiscing of our times. Keeping my eyes open to be fully aware. Holding onto my last breath growing weary of this bed. Counting on you was perfect. Knowing my end will surely be mine. There's no need to be brave. The path I walk I must be brave. Oh how the color blue made everything just fade. Now I can finally get a good nights sleep. With a just cause and a clear mind I know that my choice was the right one. With a just cause and a clear mind. I'm facing congress with no shame consent remains. Plead not guilty with no shame consent remains.
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The world will always remain in sorrows. Until the break of dawn we scatter death in horror.
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I'll run. I'll pack all your bags get ready. Come on lets go! Run! I will not run again. Facing what I'm destined. I will not run again. Enough of you keep judging what do you think of me. Badger me to say what you wanted. I've continued to agree life was better than death. Sigh at the day it became a trend. Of our conscious choices made for a better place for better values. The bond between our estranged taste in everything a better place for better values. Let them see we're better without the stench of taking life. We're better without the stench. Now they beg for the right to choose. The right to Choose. Yeah court has been adjourned.
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Distorting the process of life a simple vial giving me a choice. In the guise of a man appearing before me has he cured me? You see it can't grasp on to feel it. I'm holding the weight of seeing you one last time. Lasting mistakes forgiven to rectify. Without the strength you give me by my side I will not last through the night. I will not last through the night but I'll dream of a better tomorrow. Riding their dead horses cloaked in hymns and curses. This exhale seems to be the last in me. They will never change. Know they can't embrace. What's been taught for years is fake is fake. So we must move on In hopes that we can change. No they wont, no they, they wont, they wont change, no they, they wont, no they, they wont change!
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The Baroness of comfort. Guiding you toward the surface. Sifting through the cracks of Judgement. Closing off the road to torment. We’ve gathered to speak and protest decisions of poisoned minds seeking their own solutions. You gather to slander an honest man. We protest the verdict requesting respect. He’s not a God, a saint, but a selfless man. You butcher the cause his name and everything you can. He’s not a God a saint but a selfless man you butcher the cause his name but to what end. Out the walls with no contest soon free of this. Face them all with no regrets soon free of this. You the pessimist breathing negativity. Clenching your fist close your eyes. Hold up your signs. Lets set him free. Knowing everything that I know now if I could go back I wouldn’t change anything because justice has shown mercy. Knowing everything that I know now if I could go back I wouldn’t change anything. I wouldn’t change anything. Open your eyes. Never say die.
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Walking in a past life dreaming about those nights. The kind that'll make you believe your alive. Open your eyes we're not fine! I've been living in a wheelchair going on as if it were always there. Hoping one day I could rise. Only to find this was just the first sign of my cancer spreading faster and there's nothing that I can do but search for some answers what can rid me of this disease. In the blink of my imperfect eye I'll be the one that's left inside your mind, your minds. Preaching ostentatiously about remorse and mercy but we have no relief. Screaming we're one and the same. One and the same. My cancer spreading faster there's nothing that you can do but search for the doctor who can help me find release. In the blink of my imperfect eye I'll be the one that's left inside your mind, your minds. What's left inside your mind is ultimately the face of a man gripping the hands of a nurse standing over him. Inside your mind ultimately the thing that never escapes. Now never giving a thought of much else besides pain this is the end and I can't look back. I’ll stand up with my hands in the clouds. Only the strong. Yeah I'm too far a long the river disdain and I can't remain incased in lies of a sown hypocrisy. Only the strong. I’m too far along the river disdain and I can’t remain but I’ll simply stay in a sown hypocrisy. Only the strong. Yeah I'm too far a long the river disdain and I can't remain incased in lies of a sown hypocrisy. Only the strong, only the strong survive.
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Punish me to show your power to hold the hour causing rebellious action forced by cowards. Our nature of destruction condescending pompous religion. Feeding minds a taste of viscera. With you I'm not without you. We a race of hollow shells can not be satisfied with life until there is nothing, nothing to gain. Heartless controlling the heart-full it's meaningless and relentless. Take siege of what's to be false pretense crush their belief. There is no benevolence in wasting time meant for what matters. Eyes have seen the day. The day of reckoning. The day this knowledge will carry a truth. Will feed the fire hopelessly holding on with both hands clutching shadows, with both hands clutching darkness some light could refresh my eyes I’ll see I've abandoned me and breach the walls inside. Fear not reach for me with your heart and with your arms.
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This is the story of a man that was ready destined to withstand all the horrors sent by following his heart instead of his own dreams. With no blood on my hands. Argue the most radical fact given consent to go on. With no other logical choice I packed my bags and headed out for. My fate to save the ones that I can. This was the day he would take all the blame and sacrifice his own life to fight back. With no more blood on my hands I wont regress as they suffer not wasting anymore time until they die. Fall to your knees and pray this to your God. Please might they overcome a life of strife, a life of strife. Know that I. I built the perfect vessel for your escape. Lost in our hearts a blessing doesn't exist. I built the perfect vessel for your escape. Lost in our hearts a blessing that doesn't exist. I built the perfect vessel for your escape tonight. For your escape for you to take, for you. I built the, I built the perfect vessel for you to take tonight. Walk with me into this dream and at the end of the journey there'll be no struggling. What is the meaning of life if we all grow up to die. What have we fought so hard for. Why do we fought so hard. We each have a different path we chose to take to progress. Our stories are memories for the people we leave behind, behind.
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Behold the cracked smiles of broken figures. Attempts at their own lives who wouldn't remember. The hardships they've endured the fight to save their lives when all else has failed. Suspending time for a while but not forever till death in what's been most feared by them. What to do but save themselves a horror story of a life and only Kae could get them out. They tilted the cup and drank it all up. Tremble just before your last gasp for air. Close your eyes but hold that smile. Grinning. Believing in light of mistakes. Push forward till the end. Gasp hard and hold my hand. Whether or not you believe is your choice a choice you must make standing firm. I'm on end my nerves wound tight but I beg of you. Turn around so they can see what you've become. A man with his freedom. Turn around so they can see what you’ve become. The man who can free them.
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He'd flee searching the world for something and then he stumbled upon it. This man has foreseen change but who would ever believe. You murderer. He is mercy. Oh please won’t you kill me. You don't yet know about pain. Never look down keep your head high look to the sky. Existence will soon come to a halt. Never look down keep your head high brace for the end. life is what you make it never give up. Yeah I've heard it all before what pathetic lies you took me for. This time is the end so wipe that smirk right off your face. Am I murder? I am not I am their mercy if it were you I know you would believe me too. Am I murder? I am not I am mercy. If it were you I know you would believe me. In my belief I have unraveled agony. I am not I am their mercy and if it were you I know you’d believe me too I have unraveled agony.

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released April 20, 2014

All music and lyrics written by Serenade of Sorrows. Album recorded and produced/mixed/mastered at whitehorse studios 2012 / 2013

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